05.02.06 - Love Ends

I hope time will just stop here,

I hope my tears will see by someone,

I hope someone will know what am I thinking now,

I hope someone to guide me through this hardship,

I'm totally broke, I'm totally hurt!

I need healing, I need a hand, I need a shoulder,

I wanna CRY! I wanna CRY out loud! I wanna CRY!

I need someone to comfort me, listen to my problems,

but who will be that person?! Only me alone knows, God knows!

After today, my heart will die for him,

I won't wait for him, even if he says 1 year,

because my heart for him is totally dead!

I'm no longer belong to him, he is no longer belongs to me!

He wanna fulfill his dreams, but need few years in oversea,

He always think that I can't wait for him,

He always think that I find things to argue with him,

But I just want you to know:

I find things to argue, because I care about you!

I find things to argue, because I want you to know I'm still existing!

I find things to argue, because I want you to care me more, love me more!

I find things to argue, because I want to gain your attention and focus!

I find things to argue, because I want you to listen to me!

I find things to argue, because you are not with me when I feel lonely!

I find things to argue, because you don't understand my heart, don't know what I want!

I find things to argue, because you always win in the arguement!

I find things to argue, because you never take the initiative to say sorry to me!

I find things to argue, because you are no longer love me so deep like you first love me!

I find things to argue, because you always predict I will become like that...

But the problem is -----> Why you always predict I will think like that, but not letting me to tell you how I think, what is my opinion?

It's over! It's all over!

I won't see you avoiding the problems anymore, I won't see you so stress,

I won't see you unhappy anymore because now you are free!

I'm letting you go far away from me!

From today onwards, I will forget you!

I will put down this relationship and forget our past!

This will be my last time to cry in front of my laptop!

I will keep you inside a box and throw you out from the sea,

Forever and ever I will not take back the box!

Because our love is dead! Our love is seriously dead!