19.02.07 Grandpa, Rest In Peace!

Morning, I still very excited, packed everything went to meet Aunt Sharon, Uncle William and Lester for Breakfast buffet in Renaissance Hotel KL. After breakfast, Aunt Sharon, Uncle William, Lester, Nyayi, and I will go Ipoh, Penang and Thailand for 5 to 6 days trip.

Almost Afternoon, Aunt Sharon called Uncle Loong Sin to ask about grandpa's situation. Yesterday all the relatives decided to send grandpa to Hospital UKM to check out what's happened with grandpa since 18.02.07 (CNY first day) he already not feeling well, no strenght to stand up and walk, kept sweating, kept "P" with dark black color and it was very smelly!

Afternoon, Uncle Loong Sin and Aunt Jennie were the person who sent grandpa to Hospital UKM, and Uncle William's car just reached when grandpa just went into Emergency. The original planned was after visiting grandpa from UKM Hospital, we will started our journey to Ipoh, Penang, and Thailand...

Grandpa was in a very emergency situation because the doctor told us grandpa's heart beat was stopped for ten minutes, but it jumped back after that! Both families were so worried about it! Then Aunt Jean, followed by my parents reached Hospital UKM. That time all of us had nothing much to think, just hope that grandpa will recovered!

It was so cleared! 19.02.07 (Monday) --- Second Day of Chinese New Year at 4:55pm, doctors gave up my grandpa, his heart beat had been stopped for a while. All of us cried and hugged each other! We missed grandpa so so much! 5:30pm, doctors only allowed us to stand beside grandpa. I touched grandpa's body, his body temperature changed from warm to cold, my heart felt so so so pain, I was so sad and cried like a baby. Aunt Rina and Aunt Linda came back from Genting and walked in to see grandpa, I knew that Aunt Rina was sad, but she acted very strong and calm!

Uncle Loong Sin and Aunt Jennie were the last two persons who saw grandpa, the leftover relatives all had no chance to talk to grandpa. It made us felt so guilty and unhappy!

20.02.07 (Tuesday), Grandpa's body will send back to Kuantan, it will under christian funeral ceremony because my grandpa already accepted Christ! I can only say praise the Lord for that! After funeral, grandpa's body will send back to Sungai Lembing to put beside grandmom's grave. This few days I will be back to my hometown Kuantan to accompany my grandpa for the last trip!

Grandpa can't attend for my graduation ceremony on mid of September in Sydney. This is one of my dream to let him see my successful in study, to share the joy together, to be proud of me, but now...

Grandpa, 83 years old, Rest In Peace! We all know that you are now very good in Paradise and in heaven looking at us! No more Pains, No more Sorrows, No more Worriness, No more Sicknesses! You are always the best grandpa in this world! I LOVE YOU GRANDPA! God bless you grandpa!

19.02.07 Four Movies in a week!

14.02.07 (Wed) --- House of Mahjong

15.02.07 (Thurs) --- The Ghost Rider

16.02.07 (Fri) --- Twins Mission 双子神偷

18.02.07 (Sun) --- The Norbit

At first, I thought this week I still can continue with my movies life --- "The Protege", "Dreamgirls", "Music & Lyrics" and so on... Now everything has to cancel due to my grandpa passed away! I miss Movies Life in KL but not in Sydney, because I only can enjoy watching movies with my lovely friends when I'm in KL.

Now everything focus on my grandpa's funeral first!

Movies Life --- Bye!
Kuantan Life --- Here I come!

17.02.07 WAJA kena ATTACKED?!

This afternoon, my Dad went out to buy some boxes of Mandarin Oranges since tonight is Chinese New Year Eve. He was lazy to drive his big car, so he drove my car. When I woke up, my car kena bang! Actually was my dad's fault, it was raining this afternoon, when my dad was outside our house junction and wanted to turn right, he said he couldn't saw a car out, my dad cut a bit the car's lane, then bang to that car! Now my car right side headlight, front direction indicator, side blinker and bonnet all broken, now can't even drive because the engine oil kept flowed out, and the car is hardly to move and drive!

My dad and my brother are still in the police station making police report! Hopefully everything will be fine! Sigh... I thought my car can have an accident free insurance record, then I can sell my car with a good price, but things are hardly predict!

Dad, I still love you!

05.02.06 - Love Ends

I hope time will just stop here,

I hope my tears will see by someone,

I hope someone will know what am I thinking now,

I hope someone to guide me through this hardship,

I'm totally broke, I'm totally hurt!

I need healing, I need a hand, I need a shoulder,

I wanna CRY! I wanna CRY out loud! I wanna CRY!

I need someone to comfort me, listen to my problems,

but who will be that person?! Only me alone knows, God knows!

After today, my heart will die for him,

I won't wait for him, even if he says 1 year,

because my heart for him is totally dead!

I'm no longer belong to him, he is no longer belongs to me!

He wanna fulfill his dreams, but need few years in oversea,

He always think that I can't wait for him,

He always think that I find things to argue with him,

But I just want you to know:

I find things to argue, because I care about you!

I find things to argue, because I want you to know I'm still existing!

I find things to argue, because I want you to care me more, love me more!

I find things to argue, because I want to gain your attention and focus!

I find things to argue, because I want you to listen to me!

I find things to argue, because you are not with me when I feel lonely!

I find things to argue, because you don't understand my heart, don't know what I want!

I find things to argue, because you always win in the arguement!

I find things to argue, because you never take the initiative to say sorry to me!

I find things to argue, because you are no longer love me so deep like you first love me!

I find things to argue, because you always predict I will become like that...

But the problem is -----> Why you always predict I will think like that, but not letting me to tell you how I think, what is my opinion?

It's over! It's all over!

I won't see you avoiding the problems anymore, I won't see you so stress,

I won't see you unhappy anymore because now you are free!

I'm letting you go far away from me!

From today onwards, I will forget you!

I will put down this relationship and forget our past!

This will be my last time to cry in front of my laptop!

I will keep you inside a box and throw you out from the sea,

Forever and ever I will not take back the box!

Because our love is dead! Our love is seriously dead!

01.02.07 - Malacca One Day Trip with E16 & E3

From Left: Angeline, Lowen, Vinna, Mei Yee

Me and Kelton - He is my best friend man!

Khabar Baik!

Family picture: E16 & E3

Neo, I like this picture! Neo's camera geng ar!

Wow, representative of Malacca!

Kepala-Kepala

Behind is my car, from left: Toufu, Tat Kian, Angeline, Enova, Vinna, Pung

All Girls! Pretty Girls, haha...

Again, E16 & E3!

E16 & E3, yeah!

The View of Christ Church Melaka

Christ Church Melaka 1753

All inside my car - From Left: Angeline, Tat Kian, Toufu, Kelton Chee

"Old House" in Mini Malaysia... A thorn among the roses, the guy is Kelton Chee!

Inside "Mini Malaysia", with those dancers!

At the entrance of "Mini Malaysia" - E16 & E3 rock man!

Satay Celup in "Wan Li Xiang"

Pretty Girls!

From Left: Yong Hua, Angeline, Siew Khoon (Siew Khoon is my Taylor's College friend)

It's me - Angeline

In Pahlawan Shopping Complex: Left - Vinna, Susan, Lowen, Cheau Er, Angeline

I love our cell group,

because E16 is the best cell group in the world!

I feel I'm home, I feel I'm not alone...

E16, you guys are wonderful,

I love you guys a lot man!

This trip made us know each other deeper and deeper,

The feeling of a family is now tasted by us!

YES, we are in a happening family!

With God's presence, God's anointing, God's grace, God's mercy!

We are in one accord, in unity, in one voice, in one agreement,

To show the world how great is our GOD!

Next event will be: Kajang Satay! Yeah! I can't wait for that day!

31.01.07 - Klang Bak Kut Teh, Putra Jaya, Shah Alam, Cheras Pasar Malam...

Today I went to a few places:

1. Klang for Bak Kut Teh with Toufu and Yeh Siang.

2. Visit Putra Jaya and took a lot of pictures with Toufu and Yeh Siang.

3. Went to Shah Alam to takes some pictures too...

4. Went to Cheras Qiant, A&W to teach Bible Study with Lowen (FF1 Lesson 3&4)

5. Went to Pasar Malam with Kelton, Neo, Lowen, Cheau Er, Pong, Terence and Jia Chi.

6. Fetched Kelton back to Damai Aman, his new house, jam inside Pasar Malam.

7. Reached home at 12:30am and talked phone (UK).

8. Now Blogging!

01.02.07 - Malacca One Day Trip

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Later 8am E16, E3 and E8 will be going to Malacca...

24 people, 5 cars going there...

Can't wait for the fellowship and the fun together!

Malacca, here I come!!! Muakz...

29.01.07 - KTV, Movie, Song Recording

Wow, Monday was a memorable day for me! Why?

Started from 11am,

1. I went to Cheras fetch Raymond and his friend EeGene to USCI.

2. Raymond and I went to Neway KTV, taking K-lunch package, now Neway has buffet salad with one main course dishes, only cost you RM10++, if you are a member of Neway, you will have 10% discount. Each of us spent RM10.35 for foods, buffet salad, and sing-K from 12pm to 3pm.

3. After KTV, we went to watch "Happy Birthday" in Leisure Mall, the movie started at 3:15pm, it finished at 5:10pm++.

4. Finished movie, we went to Tasik Selatan LRT picked Debbie Teong because she just came back from college, then we went back to her house and plan the song recording stuffs. I helped Raymond to translate the "Oily Affair" Drama opening song in "han yu pin yin", then Debbie wanted me to sing the "Oily Affair" Drama ending song called "我的天堂" translate in English called "My Heaven". I'm so excited but scared of not doing well.

5. 7pm++, Debbie, Kenneth Teong, Raymond and I went to "欢之地" just opposite Leisure Mall there makan dinner. (The foods are like Kim Gary Style)

6. After makan-ing, we went back Debbie's house to do recording. Raymond and I were so "gan jiong", both of us kept memorizing our own song and practise all the parts. Raymond was the first one to record, he spent a few hours to record because he can't read chinese, so he can't bite the chinese words nicely and accurately, but me and Debbie kept helping him, finally he finished his recording at 12:30am++ I think?!

7. Gan Jiong lo Gan Jiong lo!!! After Raymond, was my turn to do recording! I was so scared! But because I know chinese, so very fast I finished the recording, I think about one hour, or less than that! Then I fetched Raymond back, when I reached home already 3am. I felt tired but I was so happy because I can do something that I love the most! Thanks Debbie for giving me this opportunity to sing!

Oily Affair here I come, I sing, Raymond sing, but I have no confidence that they will use my voice although I like to sing, like to act, like to dance, like to play piano. Why I have no confidence in all these? Am I have a low-self esteem problem?! Everytime when I'm doing something, I have no confidence that I will do well, why like that?! Can someone assure me that I'm doing well and great?! If the song sang by me will use for the Oily Affair, I will happy until cry because I had never try that before! I like to sing, I really like to sing!!!

28.01.07 - 许玮伦已离开我们了！

一场车祸，夺走了一个才二十八岁的才女！

许玮伦已经远远的离开我们了！

事实已摆在眼前，报刊，杂志及新闻都已宣布，

但爱她的家人，朋友及歌迷依然无法接受！

而我也好像我的一个好朋友，

听了这个消息，整个人都呆了，

拼命到官方网站去了解更多有关她的事。

很可惜．．．

事实就是那么的残酷！

永远在你不知情之下发生。

而我现在也和大家学着如何放下！

许玮伦，你是最棒的！

安息吧！

26.01.07 (Friday) - Preaching in CG

Today, I preached in the CG! E3 combined with E16 in Kelton's house. People who attending CG are: Kelton, Neo, Kenneth Teong, Mei Yee, David, Jasper, Khai Yang, Serene, Fai, Chee Keong, Susan, Cheau Erl, Lowen, Pong, Tat Kian, Jin Loong, Kelvin and me (I think that's all for the people).

The title of the sermon called: The Spiritual Atmosphere (Part B). Since I went to Sydney study, I had more than 6 months never preached in the CG. Yupzz, I was so happy although I don't know how others looked at me, but at least I knew that my brother, David praised me, told me that the flow was very good, the altar call was great and the words was solid but easy to understand! Kelton Chee (My Cell Leader), he also praised me that my preaching was good and everything just in time, no people felt asleep and tired because the sermon was interesting! Yes, I had been encouraged by two people and suddenly I felt myself can do it better and better! Thank God for leading me and give me this opportunity to preach in the CG. Today was a good tried for me, to prepare myself to become a cell leader when my CG next multiply! Lord, I'm waiting for that day, because everyone is called to become a great leader, and I'm a child of God, Amen!

18.01.07 - 26.01.07 Dr's Secret with Angeline

Last time I was using Amway Artistry Facial Product. Artistry Facial Product is good for me when I was in KL, but when I went to Sydney study, my skin's problem started to come out because the changes in weather and imbalance lifestyle or diet. Still remembered when I first reached KLIA back from Sydney, my parents got shocked of my face, my face colour looked dark, no light came out from my skin, a lot of scars on my face! I had no confidence to look at people because of my "ugly face". After that, my dad introduced me to Dr's Secret Facial Product.

Yes, the testimonies from Dr's Secret were fantastic, but the price is also FANTASTIC! (3x expensive than Artistry Facial Product)!!! Thanks God for my dad, he loves me and he bought me a set of Dr's Secret, I'm using right now, which started on 18.01.07. Nowadays you will see me wearing sunglasses, wearing a cap to avoid sun directly shine on my face and also see that my outer face skin keeps peeling off because I'm in the process of "renewing face skin". Tell you what, Dr's Secret really helped me a lot! Only a few days from 18.01.07, my skin already has a big change and it becomes so smooth, Lighten the complexion and make me look whiter, lighten my freckles, lighten my scars, no more acne and my skin is like a new born baby skin right now! Wow, I can't wait to see more result after I continue to use this product. Thanks Daddy in the heaven, daddy on earth, mommy on earth and thanks Dr's Secret!

18.01.07 - 19.01.07 Gathering with my two UTS friends

19.01.2007 (Friday) in One Utama Shopping Mall - Genki Sushi

SushiSsss...


Angeline with Curry Udon!

Yeh Siang and Soo Hwei in the house!

Dunno what Soba oh?! (Ordered by Soo Hwei)

Genki Shushi is superb!

Angeline's Curry Udon.

Yeh Siang's Ramen!

18.01.2007 (Thursday) in Sunway Pyramid - Waffle House

After UTS Summer Break back to KL, we haven't meet one another in KL. This is a good time to meet up my Uni friends and chit-chat around! Soo Hwei (from Terrengganu) and Yeh Siang (from Shah Alam), we met up in SS15 Shell Petrol Station, after that we went to Sunway Pyramid to have our lunch in "Kim Gary". During Teatime, we went to Waffle House to eat some deserts. Soo Hwei is one of my best friend when we were still in Sydney, she just graduated from UTS, I will have less chances to meet her up because she is from Terrengganu. I will Soo Hwei so so much! Best Friend Forever!

From Left: Me, Soo Hwei and Yeh Siang in Waffle House in Sunway Pyramid.

Blueberry Ice Cream Waffle

Dunno what "Ham Cheese Waffle"?!

11.01.07 - 16.01.07 Sabah Kota Kinabalu Trip

Me with the Lamb Chop in Little Italy Restaurant.

Me and Pheng Pheng in Tanjung Aru Beach.

Me and Pheng Pheng were playing Parasailing!


Banana Boat - Front to Back: Toufu, Kenneth Fung, Leon, and Me.

Left: Toufu, Kenneth Fung, Me, Pheng Pheng, and Leon in Pulau Manukan.

Left: Pheng Pheng, Toufu, Me, Leon and Kenneth Fung on the boat to Pulau Manukan.

In the boat to Pulau Manukan.

One of the Golf Club in KK, beside Tanjung Aru Beach!

Rainbow behind us! Sign from God?!

Left to Right: Kenneth, Me, Pheng Pheng, Leon. (In Tanjung Aru Beach)

From Left: Toufu, Pheng Pheng, Leon, Me, Pearl, Kenneth in YoYo Pearl Milk Tea.

We all makan "Ng Wat Fon" (in Hakka), means Fish Meat Ball Noodles.

Venue: Sabah Kota Kinabalu

Date: 11.01.07 - 16.01.07 (Thursday - Tuesday)

"Human Being": Angeline, Pheng Pheng, Toufu (Jonathan Fu), Kenneth Fung and Leon...

11.01.07 (Thu) - Reached KK at 12:10am on 12.01.07, went back to Toufu's house. We slept at 2am.

12.01.07 (Fri) - Meet up with Kenneth Fung and Leon, we went to eat "Fish Meat Ball Noodles". After brunch, we went to Mount Kinabalu at Kundasang. We stayed in Kinabalu Pine Resort, at the same time we went to Hot Spring Pool but it was under contructions.

13.01.07 (Sat) - We came down from Mount Kinabalu to KK. While we passed by some Tarap stores, so we bought "dua biji" of Tarap and tried it in the car! We stopped at "Tamboroli" and had Mee Turuan for our lunch. In the evening, we all met up with Kenneth Fung and we went to Tong Shui and Polo Pau Shop to have our teatime. After the teatime, we went to Tanjung Aru Beach. We took a lot of pictures there, at the same time, we saw Rainbow! It is like the promises of God, who given us a sign! At night, me, Pheng Pheng, Toufu met up with Leon, and we had our dinner in "Little Italy" which nearby Wisma Merdeka KK. The foods were superb! After dinner, we went to "Yoyo" and bought Taiwan Pearl Milk Tea for supper.

14.01.07 (Sun) - We went to University Malaysia Sabah (UMS) to visit and fetch Pheng Pheng's cousin called Karen, after that we went to Center Point for window shopping. At night, Toufu's parents belanja us seafood in Palimbang. The dinner was so riched with seafoods, lobsters, crabs, big fish, prawns and so on... After dinner we went back Toufu's house because I got gastric pain!

15.01.07 (Mon) - Yahoo!!! This day we went to Pulau Manukan. We played Para-sailing (RM60 per person) for the first water sport, after that we went to swim in the sea, then we played Banana Boat (RM25) but without Pheng Pheng's joining. Kenneth Fung's mom invite us to her house for dinner. We had our dinner together with Kenneth's dad, mom and grandmom. After dinner we played Cards together with Kenneth's cousin called Benjamin. We played "Cho Dai Di". Leon was not with us for the dinner invitation.

16.01.07 (Tues) - Last day of staying in KK. Aunty Mary (Toufu's mom) was so warmth! She prepared a great seafood lunch for us, at the same time she bought some local products for us to bring back KL. Thanks Aunty Mary, I love you so much aunty!!! After lunch we went to 5 stars hotel, somewhere quite far to the city, called Nexus Resort. The hotel is so nice and luxury, full of nature and good jungle environment! Me and Pheng Pheng decided to come back KK again and stay in Nexus Resort! Before we flight off, we spent some time in Tanjung Aru Beach and had a glass of ice cream, sit beside the beach, looking at the sea and listened to the wave of the sea. God is so big and He is so great! Our flight time was 9:25pm, reached KL at 12:10am, reached home at around 1:30am.

KK Trip was fun! I'm totally recharged and renewed by the natural views, the holidays and the quality time in KK! Thanks for this trip! Thanks Toufu, Kriz and Fu's Residence for the great offered for us to stay in your house! You guys are great people! Love ya!

12.01.07 - WAJA, Welcome Back!

Praise the Lord for His mercy endures forever!

Praise the Lord for His promise will never fails!

Praise the Lord for listening to our Prayers!

Praise the Lord for His blessing always follow us!

Praise the Lord for His kindness and wonderful!

Praise the Lord for His words are so so Real!

Praise the Lord for His wonderful Miracles!

Lord, you are so good to me, David, Mom and Dad!

Thank you Lord for finding back our WAJA WNJ 9008.

The probability of finding back our WAJA is very little,

But we still believe in your words, it's so powerful for us to proclaim!

Thank you to all the prayer warriors,

We found back our WAJA in PJS9, Sunway.

Things that put inside WAJA all gone,

But the lovely WAJA still there!

Now WAJA is in the Hospital waiting for body check and healing!

WAJA, welcome back!

I will cherish you even more from now onward!

11.01.07 - Kota Kinabalu, Here I Come!!!

Few Hours Later --------> KK Trip 11.01.07 (Thurs) to 16.01.07 (Tues).


Go ---->
Departure: KLIA - LCC Terminal at 2115 Thu 11 Jan 2007; Arrival: Kota Kinabalu T2 2345 Thu 11 Jan 2007.


Back <----
Departure: Kota Kinabalu T2 at 2125 Tue 16 Jan 2007; Arrival: KLIA - LCC Terminal at 2355 Tue 16 Jan 2007.


I think it will be quite fun! Me, Pheng Pheng, Toufu, Toufu's girlfriend, Leon and Kenneth Fung will meet in KK!

Yes, I can't wait for KK Trip!

10.01.07 放手也是一种解脱

昨天凌晨四点钟......

我终于选择了放下一些我坚持了很久的事!

想通了，才决定放手，这不算是在逃避吧？！

除非有人能告诉我“勉强”是一种幸福。

不过......

答应你，我会把你记在心中！

一起共度的甜酸苦辣，美好时光，将成为历史！

有些东西，得不到未必是件坏事！

过去的就让它过去，最重要的是“珍惜眼前人”！

曾经拥有过的一切，却是最美好的回忆！

再次衷心的祝福你！

李安琪琳 上

06.01.07 - 心爱的宝贝已离我而去！

我想念他，因为我心爱的Proton Waja WNJ 9008已离开我们了！

星期五12am David和几个朋友到SS15 Asia Cafe的Cyber Cafe玩DOTA，结果车就park在Burger King的前面，8:30am+-从Cyber Cafe出来时，才发现车已经不见了！

不对，是被偷了......

在完全还没有心理准备的状况下，David打电话给我：“姐，你有到Sunway驾走我的Waja吗?” 我还属半昏迷睡眠状态回答了他：“没有！”David回答说：“Waja不见了！” 盖了电话后我再仔细地想一想，my goodness，我的车呀！这时才再联络我弟问个明白，结果我在强逼的情形下接受了不见Waja的事实。

挨骂，伤心，没胃口吃饭，没心情外出是应该的！人坐在客厅，眼睛望着那熟悉的车房，心中的酸痛是没有人能够了解的！

爸，妈，辛苦你们了！要你们贴钱给银行，要再多买一辆新车，加重了你们的负担！对不起！

04.01.07 (星期四) - 中学好朋友相聚

中学的回忆...


回想起高一升高二的那一年, 素真决定从商科班转换去理科班, 意思是重读高一。哇，当时每个朋友都议论纷纷，毕竟重读高一，从商科换去理科，浪费了一年的时间。


结果正当大家都快高三毕业了，她依然还是那么的乐观，念着高二理科班！很快的，大家都为着自己的前途而迈进，而我选择了就读“泰来学院 Taylor's University College”， 佩菱在高二那年到了“UCSI”就读Classical Music，而素真还在坤成念着高三理科。


值得骄傲的是...... 如今，我们的梦想已在实行中的旅途上。我现在在澳洲的University of Technology Sydney就读着Business Degree Programme - Double Major in Finance & Marketing，而佩菱在美国就读着Classical Piano Teaching Course，素真在Utar读着Biotech，再次见面就是如今的两年了！


我01.12.06回来吉隆坡渡过三个月的暑假，05.03.07就会回去Sydney了！而佩菱14.12.06回来过圣诞节，14.01.07就会回去美国。再次见面将会是三年之事了！


这是我们唯一的聚会！真难得呀！佩菱，素真，我会想你们的！我们将会是一辈子的好朋友！


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