19.02.07 Grandpa, Rest In Peace!

Morning, I still very excited, packed everything went to meet Aunt Sharon, Uncle William and Lester for Breakfast buffet in Renaissance Hotel KL. After breakfast, Aunt Sharon, Uncle William, Lester, Nyayi, and I will go Ipoh, Penang and Thailand for 5 to 6 days trip.

Almost Afternoon, Aunt Sharon called Uncle Loong Sin to ask about grandpa's situation. Yesterday all the relatives decided to send grandpa to Hospital UKM to check out what's happened with grandpa since 18.02.07 (CNY first day) he already not feeling well, no strenght to stand up and walk, kept sweating, kept "P" with dark black color and it was very smelly!

Afternoon, Uncle Loong Sin and Aunt Jennie were the person who sent grandpa to Hospital UKM, and Uncle William's car just reached when grandpa just went into Emergency. The original planned was after visiting grandpa from UKM Hospital, we will started our journey to Ipoh, Penang, and Thailand...

Grandpa was in a very emergency situation because the doctor told us grandpa's heart beat was stopped for ten minutes, but it jumped back after that! Both families were so worried about it! Then Aunt Jean, followed by my parents reached Hospital UKM. That time all of us had nothing much to think, just hope that grandpa will recovered!

It was so cleared! 19.02.07 (Monday) --- Second Day of Chinese New Year at 4:55pm, doctors gave up my grandpa, his heart beat had been stopped for a while. All of us cried and hugged each other! We missed grandpa so so much! 5:30pm, doctors only allowed us to stand beside grandpa. I touched grandpa's body, his body temperature changed from warm to cold, my heart felt so so so pain, I was so sad and cried like a baby. Aunt Rina and Aunt Linda came back from Genting and walked in to see grandpa, I knew that Aunt Rina was sad, but she acted very strong and calm!

Uncle Loong Sin and Aunt Jennie were the last two persons who saw grandpa, the leftover relatives all had no chance to talk to grandpa. It made us felt so guilty and unhappy!

20.02.07 (Tuesday), Grandpa's body will send back to Kuantan, it will under christian funeral ceremony because my grandpa already accepted Christ! I can only say praise the Lord for that! After funeral, grandpa's body will send back to Sungai Lembing to put beside grandmom's grave. This few days I will be back to my hometown Kuantan to accompany my grandpa for the last trip!

Grandpa can't attend for my graduation ceremony on mid of September in Sydney. This is one of my dream to let him see my successful in study, to share the joy together, to be proud of me, but now...

Grandpa, 83 years old, Rest In Peace! We all know that you are now very good in Paradise and in heaven looking at us! No more Pains, No more Sorrows, No more Worriness, No more Sicknesses! You are always the best grandpa in this world! I LOVE YOU GRANDPA! God bless you grandpa!

19.02.07 Four Movies in a week!

14.02.07 (Wed) --- House of Mahjong

15.02.07 (Thurs) --- The Ghost Rider

16.02.07 (Fri) --- Twins Mission 双子神偷

18.02.07 (Sun) --- The Norbit

At first, I thought this week I still can continue with my movies life --- "The Protege", "Dreamgirls", "Music & Lyrics" and so on... Now everything has to cancel due to my grandpa passed away! I miss Movies Life in KL but not in Sydney, because I only can enjoy watching movies with my lovely friends when I'm in KL.

Now everything focus on my grandpa's funeral first!

Movies Life --- Bye!
Kuantan Life --- Here I come!

17.02.07 WAJA kena ATTACKED?!

This afternoon, my Dad went out to buy some boxes of Mandarin Oranges since tonight is Chinese New Year Eve. He was lazy to drive his big car, so he drove my car. When I woke up, my car kena bang! Actually was my dad's fault, it was raining this afternoon, when my dad was outside our house junction and wanted to turn right, he said he couldn't saw a car out, my dad cut a bit the car's lane, then bang to that car! Now my car right side headlight, front direction indicator, side blinker and bonnet all broken, now can't even drive because the engine oil kept flowed out, and the car is hardly to move and drive!

My dad and my brother are still in the police station making police report! Hopefully everything will be fine! Sigh... I thought my car can have an accident free insurance record, then I can sell my car with a good price, but things are hardly predict!

Dad, I still love you!

05.02.06 - Love Ends

I hope time will just stop here,

I hope my tears will see by someone,

I hope someone will know what am I thinking now,

I hope someone to guide me through this hardship,

I'm totally broke, I'm totally hurt!

I need healing, I need a hand, I need a shoulder,

I wanna CRY! I wanna CRY out loud! I wanna CRY!

I need someone to comfort me, listen to my problems,

but who will be that person?! Only me alone knows, God knows!

After today, my heart will die for him,

I won't wait for him, even if he says 1 year,

because my heart for him is totally dead!

I'm no longer belong to him, he is no longer belongs to me!

He wanna fulfill his dreams, but need few years in oversea,

He always think that I can't wait for him,

He always think that I find things to argue with him,

But I just want you to know:

I find things to argue, because I care about you!

I find things to argue, because I want you to know I'm still existing!

I find things to argue, because I want you to care me more, love me more!

I find things to argue, because I want to gain your attention and focus!

I find things to argue, because I want you to listen to me!

I find things to argue, because you are not with me when I feel lonely!

I find things to argue, because you don't understand my heart, don't know what I want!

I find things to argue, because you always win in the arguement!

I find things to argue, because you never take the initiative to say sorry to me!

I find things to argue, because you are no longer love me so deep like you first love me!

I find things to argue, because you always predict I will become like that...

But the problem is -----> Why you always predict I will think like that, but not letting me to tell you how I think, what is my opinion?

It's over! It's all over!

I won't see you avoiding the problems anymore, I won't see you so stress,

I won't see you unhappy anymore because now you are free!

I'm letting you go far away from me!

From today onwards, I will forget you!

I will put down this relationship and forget our past!

This will be my last time to cry in front of my laptop!

I will keep you inside a box and throw you out from the sea,

Forever and ever I will not take back the box!

Because our love is dead! Our love is seriously dead!

01.02.07 - Malacca One Day Trip with E16 & E3

From Left: Angeline, Lowen, Vinna, Mei Yee

Me and Kelton - He is my best friend man!

Khabar Baik!

Family picture: E16 & E3

Neo, I like this picture! Neo's camera geng ar!

Wow, representative of Malacca!

Kepala-Kepala

Behind is my car, from left: Toufu, Tat Kian, Angeline, Enova, Vinna, Pung

All Girls! Pretty Girls, haha...

Again, E16 & E3!

E16 & E3, yeah!

The View of Christ Church Melaka

Christ Church Melaka 1753

All inside my car - From Left: Angeline, Tat Kian, Toufu, Kelton Chee

"Old House" in Mini Malaysia... A thorn among the roses, the guy is Kelton Chee!

Inside "Mini Malaysia", with those dancers!

At the entrance of "Mini Malaysia" - E16 & E3 rock man!

Satay Celup in "Wan Li Xiang"

Pretty Girls!

From Left: Yong Hua, Angeline, Siew Khoon (Siew Khoon is my Taylor's College friend)

It's me - Angeline

In Pahlawan Shopping Complex: Left - Vinna, Susan, Lowen, Cheau Er, Angeline

I love our cell group,

because E16 is the best cell group in the world!

I feel I'm home, I feel I'm not alone...

E16, you guys are wonderful,

I love you guys a lot man!

This trip made us know each other deeper and deeper,

The feeling of a family is now tasted by us!

YES, we are in a happening family!

With God's presence, God's anointing, God's grace, God's mercy!

We are in one accord, in unity, in one voice, in one agreement,

To show the world how great is our GOD!

Next event will be: Kajang Satay! Yeah! I can't wait for that day!

31.01.07 - Klang Bak Kut Teh, Putra Jaya, Shah Alam, Cheras Pasar Malam...

Today I went to a few places:

1. Klang for Bak Kut Teh with Toufu and Yeh Siang.

2. Visit Putra Jaya and took a lot of pictures with Toufu and Yeh Siang.

3. Went to Shah Alam to takes some pictures too...

4. Went to Cheras Qiant, A&W to teach Bible Study with Lowen (FF1 Lesson 3&4)

5. Went to Pasar Malam with Kelton, Neo, Lowen, Cheau Er, Pong, Terence and Jia Chi.

6. Fetched Kelton back to Damai Aman, his new house, jam inside Pasar Malam.

7. Reached home at 12:30am and talked phone (UK).

8. Now Blogging!

01.02.07 - Malacca One Day Trip

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Later 8am E16, E3 and E8 will be going to Malacca...

24 people, 5 cars going there...

Can't wait for the fellowship and the fun together!

Malacca, here I come!!! Muakz...